本文发表在 rolia.net 枫下论坛几星期前 茫茫经不住小北旁敲侧击步步紧逼的盘问，在小北来纹他的M. DOT时，毫无保留，竹筒倒黄豆般的把故事都抖搂给小北听。
小北那张似笑非笑不正经的脸，忽然一本正经起来，他严肃认真语重心长一字一句的叮嘱茫茫：都说苍桑，有故事的男人最有魅力，殊不知有故事的男人藏着最深。我肯定你是从认清真相，到刻骨铭心，到慢慢剥离，到认清事实，最后到彻底死心！何必？！ 我也很苍桑！游泳差点被淹死，骑车差点被摔死，跑步差点被狼吃掉，你怎么不来感觉一下我的苍桑！“
艺术的最高形式---悲剧，总是被不正经的小北给糟贱成那些天桥上那些耍把戏口里的段子，让茫茫啼笑皆非。
茫茫赌气地说：“就是断了八根肋骨，你也没有苍桑感，因为你的心没碎过。“
小北气的眉毛都竖起来了，“我的心现在就碎成八瓣了，你没听到它掉在地上摔碎的声音吗？我都听到了！“
”忽悠人！你就没有心！“ 茫茫叽哩哇啦不甘示弱的回嘴。
等小北郁闷不吭声时，茫茫细细地体会了一下小北说的”都说苍桑，有故事的男人最有魅力，殊不知有故事的男人藏着最深。“
她大吃一惊，这句话说的是男人，可女人也可以是有故事的人啊。
茫茫就是个有故事的人，她的故事比瑟朗的还苍桑！
但她还没有遇到一个灵魂，可以自然而平静的讲诉她的故事。
茫茫带着象瑟朗一样终身不愈，刻骨铭心的灵魂上的伤口，象小北一样的坚强执着，不停息的探索和跋涉，
下一程的风景一定会更宏远深沉，会更精彩！
她把"玫瑰与枪" 工作室转交给瑟朗。
闭眼用指头在世界地图上随便一指，那就是她要去的诗和远方。
茫茫绝尘而去，
她那辆黄色越野车不一会儿就消失在远方，不见踪影。
To see the world, things dangerous to come to,
To see behind the walls, to draw closer,
To find each other and to feel,
That is the purpose of life.
🚖 The End🚖
This short novel is dedicated to a young ,beautiful and talented Two-dimensional cartoonist who committed suicide for her tattoo artist boyfriend when she is only 25 years old. Her sad story deeply touched me and let me reckon the meaning of life.
Also I dedicated this story to my parents . They are my everything and soul mates who are keeping on nourishing my soul until the day I vanish from this world.
Dedicated this story to the great Italian composer Ennis Morrisons who passed away on July 6th, 2020.
His music makes me dream, cry, and feel connected one another. I was accompanied by his master piece " Deborah's s theme "( Once upon a time in America) when i was writing this story.
I dedicated this story to E-friend Smiling Face whose story tremendously inspired me . His true love story , excellent writing skills, and hand drawn cartoons are main character traits of 瑟朗。
I dedicated this story to another E-friend 小北。 His character traits are vivid contrasts to 瑟朗 which enrich the content of the story.
I also thank to the beautiful white Lily flowers in front of me , emitting a subtle delicate scent and charging the air, enhance writer's sentiment.
At last, thank you for your reading.
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